jay_rawks

2011-05-19T00:05:00.002+08:00

Crying for something that happened 2 years ago. Again.
Why did I even do such a mistake ?
A mistake that cause my future. A dark one.

More than disappointed with myself. Why did it happen? Why did I allowed it to happen?
I hate myself, for being myself.
How will I be able to pick myself up?
I can't.

Such big effect it have on my life.
No one to blame.
I caused this to happened.

Seriously. Just why did it happened?
God's plan ? Why God ? Why did it happened ? What do you have in store for me ?
A lesson to be learn ?
It must be.
A harsh one. Very.

I know now.
What I have done.

I screwed my life.

2009-06-19T01:04:00.002+08:00

Time to sweep the dust.

Not a lot of things have been happening.
Had a class outing yesterday at Sentosa.

Found out that all the volleyball courts are taken out due to some constructions.
and LOLed.
We still had great laughs that times.
I became a lobster.
Cooked halfway.
Red on the outside but still raw on the inside.
Went vivo city right after that.
It just made me recall everything.

From the arcade,
to the cinema.
It was then I realised.
I start to miss her.

Its been almost 4months.
4months since I first met her.
Thinking back the times.
It was some memorable times.
Really.

It was the first attempt on getting a girl number.
My first plan.
Everything was according to plan.
From,
writing the note secretly without anyone knowing,
to seeing her face to face.
Yet,
I did not even go up to her.
Instead, I timid away.
LOLed!

Reading back her convo with me.
Such happy times.
Quarreling.
Putting each other down.
How nice.

I wish this can go on.
=)

2009-05-19T21:54:00.002+08:00

I think.
There is something wrong with me. Seriously.

Sometimes,
I would suddenly recall somethings that I am not even sure of.
After that,
I started feeling nausea.
Wanting to vomit.
A while later I feel okay again.

This is happening to me repeatedly.

Just what is happening to me?
These "unknown" thoughts suddenly flashed through.
Caused me to feel really uneasy.
REAL UNEASY!!

Even if I did tell my parents,
how am I going to explain?
I did not actually vomit.
I look fine.

Do I even need treatment in the first place?
Maybe I just lack of sleep these few days.

Off to bed.
Hope I will feel better..

2009-05-16T13:02:00.002+08:00

Unable to say why,
I have become very initiative.
If I fall in love with a person,
anything is worth to do.

True.

When you love someone,
you set them free.
When they love you,
they will come back on their own.

It may be true.
But,
I don't think it will happen.

Haven't been talking to her at all.
Maybe I stopped thinking about her.
Maybe I stopped wanting to talk to her.

But there is still a picture of her lingering in my head.
Now that I realized,
memories of the Taiwan trip,
are full of her.

Life's boring now.

Well,
at least,
at the very least,
She's my friend.
Thanks.

2009-05-10T01:08:00.002+08:00

Don't wanna explain what happened.

Now I don't even know whether did I make a wrong move.
Wrong move in making that video.

I think I have only been pestering her all along.
She doesn't even feel a thing for me.

That video most probably did not touched her bit.
She most probably threw it away already.
Just hope that it made her smile.

Now I don't know how to proceed.
How to continue.

Its been 2 months since I first met her.
The memories still so clear.
Still so distinct.

Can someone just answer me,
Is life a matter of choices ? Or Is life pre-destined?
I have made a lot of decisions.
Can those decisions be changed last minute?
Or
Are they already fated to be made?

I need someone to enlighten me.
Anyone.

2009-05-07T15:51:00.002+08:00

I don't know what I did to make her ignore me.
I seriously have no idea.

Most probably she have already block and deleted me in msn.
Haven't seen her online for 3 days. Probably never will.

What more could I say.
Nothing but silence.

She must have a reason.
Whatever that is,
is it so hard to give a person another chance?

Maybe I did something terrible.
Maybe I did something to make her feel so irritated.
But in the end,
we are all human. Are we not?

Human makes mistake.
It is how the human correct him/herself that makes everyone different.
Human are emotional.
It is how we endure it and get on with life.

Now.
I am just left alone.
Left alone without saying anything.
Left alone without knowing what happened.

I have nothing to look forward to.
I only have badminton to console myself.
Lifting that shuttle.
Smashing that shuttle.
And the cycle repeats.

I suck.
Really.

2009-05-06T20:59:00.002+08:00

This is what happened.

On her day of her birthday,
I pass her a card, a disc and that piece of paper.
The disc contained a video made with my friends.

Now, 2 days later.
I haven't heard a thing about her.
Not a reply in sms.
Not online in msn.

I am ignored.

What could be the possible reason for this?
I have no idea.

Well, at least this time,
I did not regret giving her that.

Not sure what will this actually turns out to be.
Just when I thought this will turn out for the better.
I don't think I can do anything to change it.

I'm just sad.
Well sometimes,
you just don't see your effort pay off...

I appreciated my friends that helped. Thanks a lot.

2009-04-30T23:19:00.002+08:00

Read back most of my previous blog.
Recalled a lot of happy times.
Even though some I can't seemed to remember.

____________________________________

One moment,
She's joking around with me, she's laughing with me.
The other moment,
She's cold and don't really care about me.
Or is it the other way round?

Maybe I should just leave it.
Leave it as it is.
But.
I feel so empty if I do that.
She have been occupying my heart, my mind,
since I seen her.
What am I suppose to do if I leave all this behind?

What is Life suppose to be?
What do I want in Life?
I think these questions,
will take me a long time to be able to get a definite answer.
Come to think of it,
what have I been living for ?
I don't know the answer.

Someone help me.
Please.

2009-04-28T20:07:00.002+08:00

2nd week of school.
Haven't really been chatting with her.
She's busy.

When you are happy over something,
most probably after a few days or weeks,
you tend to stop remembering.

When you are sad over something,
you will not get over it for months, even years.

Why?
I don't know.

Whenever we chat,
we would never fail teasing each other.
Laughing out loud.

Question to ponder:
Is it better for us to remain like this ?

Progressing, I may not get what I wanted it to be.
Just what exactly is she thinking...
How I wish I can occupy her mind, her heart for just a few seconds,
and she would actually think of me...

Recalling back.
I still can't forget the Taiwan trip,
well at least not now.
How much I was attracted to her smile,
to her every movement,
to her.

We would exchange glances.
Those split seconds,
made me feel that I am the happiest person in the world.
Maybe I exaggerated myself a little bit.
Who wouldn't ?
Every person with a crush would.

2009-04-18T23:11:00.002+08:00

Nothing much have been happening.

School's starting.
To be excited or not to be,
I have no idea.

Haven't been talking much to her.
I don't really know what to talk to her.
I stared at the conversation window,
trying to come out with a topic,
and it returned with a blank.

Maybe typing was never my forte.
My forte is to act like nothing happen.
How I wished her to be online.
Yet I have nothing to speak of.
How foolish is that.

Well,
at least I am talking to her.
That's all that matters.

Thats all folks.

2009-04-14T23:41:00.002+08:00

What is life all about?

Ups and Downs?
About how you handle both ups and downs?

Or
like what my secondary school 'preachers' always says,
Live your life to the fullest. You never know what happens the next moment.

Just what did it exactly meant?

Live your life like no tomorrow?
How can anyone possibly do that?
Everyone will have something they are looking forward to. Don't you?

There is a saying.
Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is mystery. Today is a gift.

I found this on a web.
Imagine you get $86400 per day.
And you only have that amount in your account.
But those that is not spent on that day itself, it is taken back.
The next day, u get another batch of $86400.
So what are you going to do?
Obviously,
everyone will spend every penny on it on 1 day.

Now,
change the $ to time.
Everyday, you get 86400 seconds.
How are you going to spend it?
You can't accumulate it,
so what are you going to do?

Is that how everyone perception on time should be?
Not wasting even a second of it.

Treasuring every moment with your families.
Treasuring every moment with your lovers.
How great would that be.

What should I do now?
We are somewhat drifting apart.
Do I even have the rights to say that?
We are not even on the same sampan.
I am on my own.
So is she.

I have been trying to get closer.
Only to be setback by strong waves.
You are within my sight.
Yet no matter how hard I try,
it just seemed you are moving further away from me.
Moving further and further away...

2009-04-12T21:29:00.002+08:00

Everything happens for a reason.

How true.

Today, woke up at 5.10am.
Waiting for her reply.
Maybe she had gone asleep last night when I sms her after she went offline.

Went "Sao Mu" with my family and cousins and aunties and uncles.
Nothing much though.
After that we went to eat lunch at some coffee shop.
They ordered crab,
with XO added inside. @.@
Not much alcohol taste though.

After that,
went to Xiang's house.
While my aunties and mum and sister was gambling cards,
I went to take a nap.

By then,
it was already 2pm.
Still no reply.
I don't know why.
I can't find her an excuse.

So I was a little fed up,
sent a little harsh sms to her.
She replied.
Her reason was she did not off her silent mode. Hence did not realised there was sms.

I thought to myself.
Won't she even check her phone in the morning when she woke up?
Maybe it was the content of the sms last night.
It was about asking her when is she free.
Maybe she doesn't even want to reply me.

Not the first time she did not reply my sms.
But everytime, she have her reasons.

I don't even know if I misunderstood her all the while.
That time, when I was going out with her,
she was smsing most of the time but not all.

So how could she have miss my sms?
She doesn't want to reply me?
She just coincidentally did not catch my sms?

I don't even know I am fed up or what.
Now again,
after she explaining herself and apologizing,
I replied saying its okay.
Of cause, I am not expecting a reply,
coz there is nothing to reply about.

After that,
I joined my aunts.
Lost 20+ dollars.

Then I suddenly thought of her.
Maybe I was too sensitive about that
So I sms her apologizing for sending that harsh message.
Not surprisingly,
she did not replied.
Even a "Its okay la" could warmth me.
I don't even have that...

I am helpless now.
I sighed.
I stared blankly at the scenery on my way home.
I'm useless.
All I want is for her to be a little concern about me.
Just a little.
Yet,
I can't have that.

She will be busy the whole of next week.
Can't go out with her.

Maybe she have her reasons to ignore me.
I'm ugly.
My character sucks.
I have nothing that attracts her.
Absolutely nothing.
Void.

Don't know what to think now.
Don't know what to do now.
Seriously,
I don't.

2009-04-09T20:44:00.002+08:00

Back from badminton.
Thinking a lot.

I don't think I am suitable for her.
Well,
that's what I think.
She's a girl too perfect for me.
I can't describe her in merely words.

What can I do?
Is there even anything I can do?

I just want her to treat me as a good friend.
A really good friend.

But,
I shouldn't really ask for more.
I shouldn't.

Recalling back the feelings I had when I am a stranger to her.
It was distinct.
It was the feeling that,
if I known her,
I would really enjoy chatting with her.
Talking to her.

Now that it happened.
Is it all just a coincidence?

Wondering what is she doing.
She didn't reply my sms,
nor came online.
I did not get to chat with her today at all.
I miss her.

2009-04-09T01:00:00.004+08:00

Thinking back.
Looking forward.

We are all starting school soon.
She is going to start her poly year 1.
I'm sure one of the guys in her class or even in the poly will be interested in her.
I know I am absurd.
Yet,
I can't help feeling this way.

Is this all the matter of jealousy?

Thinking about it.
If I have an opportunity to be with her,
there is a feeling inside me that rejects it.
Why?
My perception have changed.
I don't know why is that.
However,
now what I think is,
getting a boyfriend girlfriend relationship at this age is redundant.
I don't know why I suddenly feel this way.

Maybe,
if I can just be happy and laughing with her,
I will be glad?
I don't know.
So many feelings I have never felt before.

OR

Maybe,
my 1 year in a almost boys class,
made me numb.
But I guess that is highly unlikely.

I know now.
Without a doubt.
I like her.
I am interested in her.
I only want to be GOOD friends with her.
I don't really know the reason.

Maybe she feel the same too,
just maybe.

Anyway..
THANKS Xuewen for your help and advice!
I really appreciate it..

Kthxbai

2009-04-08T22:04:00.002+08:00

Back..

It just reminds me how fate can really bring 2 people together.
One day, I just met her somewhere.
Another day, I am going out with her.

I'm glad.
Not sure whether this outing will change anything.
Will she change her view on me?

Enjoyed talking with her.
Enjoyed chatting with her.
Had fun playing with her.

I want to go out with her again.
Not sure whether will I have the chance.

She seemed so...
Perfect.
I don't see anything I dislike about her.
The way she talks.
The way she laughs.
The way she reacts.
The way she does things.
Everything.
It also gives me a real special feeling.

I don't even feel nervous with her.
I don't even feel uneasy with her.

How I wished I can read her mind.
I want to know how she felt about me.
Even its bad,
I just want to know.
Should I ask her about it?
It just seemed too weird to ask.

Well.
I am just glad it went well.
What more could I asked for.
This is the first time.
The first time I felt comfortable going out with a girl.

I'm just glad.
=]

2009-04-08T01:07:00.002+08:00

Am going out with her later.

Not sure what will it be like.
Nervous is all I feel now.
Questions are filling my mind.

What happens when I meet her?
What do I say when I meet her?
Where do we go after movie?
What am I going to chat with her?
How do I even get to the cinema? LOL!
What are we going to eat for lunch?

There is one thing I know.
If I don't sleep now,
I am going to sleep in the cinema.

Hope everything goes well tomorrow.
Hope I can get my courage back.
Hope I am able to make her laugh and talk to her.
Please.
Really,
please.
This is all I am asking for.

K got to sleep now.
Kthxbai.

2009-04-04T18:12:00.003+08:00

Never thought I would reuse this blog again.

It's been quite awhile,
since this feeling is back.
Somehow,
I don't feel sad by that.
I don't feel anything.
I don't even have that urge of trying.
I just give up.
Why..?

Maybe I am starting to have this phobia.
A phobia that made me gave up instantly.
A phobia that made me afraid of it.
A phobia on relationship.
I'm numb.

Not sure what to do now.
Spent most of my time thinking about it.
Now,
it doesn't matters.
Really,
I don't even know what to look forward now.
Great.
Just great.

That paper,
I still kept it.
It's crumpled.
I opened carefully,
reading what I wrote.
Folded it back.
Placed it back.
Thinking I could still show her.
Is this just a foolish thinking?

Don't want her to worry.
Don't want her to feel sorry.

This could be my last post.
Don't know what to post after this.
Don't know what to do next.
I just don't.

2009-04-02T16:31:00.002+08:00

Sad.

Emotions are flowing back again.
She have her dream guy.
She likes him a lot. Well it must be.

I am just a friend to her.
Or in another words,
I am a nobody to her.

Why did I even start that topic with her?
Only to leave me gloomy.
But this feeling,
its familiar.
I have felt the same exact feeling 2 years ago.
I hate this feeling.

Maybe I should be contented.
For the way we are chatting.
Full of laughter.
Well, I don't know about her.
But at least I laughed...

Yeah maybe I should be.

Got to go play badminton.
Hope I can trash.
Haven't been playing the way I wanted for quite long.
Kthxbai

2009-03-30T23:11:00.000+08:00

!@#$%^&*&^$$!$#%@%!$@$#$%^$$@#$%^&

Finally!
She is online!
Chatting with her was enjoyable!
lolol =].

Maybe I think too much lately.
I even thought that she blocked me.
It doesn't matters anymore.

Will be chatting with her tomorrow morning.
Not sure when she wakes up,
But hope I can wake up earlier than her.
Looking forward to chatting with her!

She's friendly!
She's special!
hahahahaha..

Got to go,
got some DotA match.
Kthxbai. =]

2009-03-28T05:57:00.004+08:00

I miss you.

Not sure if you have been thinking of me.
Probably not.
If you had,
you would be online.
Or maybe you are tired after work.
I don't know.

I don't know what you think of me.
Maybe I am just some random guy to you that wants to know you.
I wonder how have you been.
You would always standout from the crowd.

I still remember how you said hi to me.
You smiled,
waved your hands.
It may looks normal,
but I still cant forget that look in your face,
and that was the first time you "talked" or rather,
say something to me. lol
Maybe that's the reason why I was attracted to you.

Still waiting for you to online.
Have so much to ask you,
so much to tell you,
so much to chat with you.

Maybe that's the result of hiding behind the computer.
If I could have talk to her in person for a few more lines,
how wonderful would that be.

Mixed feelings inside me.
I want to see her.
I could only dared a few glimpse.
I want to talk to her.
I could only dared a few speech.
She will be shifted to another location to work soon.
I don't know what else I can do.

I don't want to regret again.
But it seemed I have no choice.
Why am I feeling this way?

When I don't have any information about her,
I struggled to find her.
It was not a one day thing. Well maybe I searched at the wrong location.
Those nights,
without fail,
I just prayed hard to even find her.
Now that I did,
I am wanting more.
What is wrong with me?
Shouldn't I be glad that I had found her?

These feelings,
so deep.
I had never felt before.
A feeling of liking someone and can't do anything about it.
A feeling of missing someone and can't do anything about it.

I sighed.
Turning back and blaming myself about it.
Would it be a different story if I ask her for her number before?
Even a sec2 or 3 girl could ask a guy same age as me(not me) for number so openly.
And that actually happened right in front of me.
Why can't I do it?

I am a coward.
A coward that believes in fate rather than choices.
There is a saying.
"Leave it to fate."
If that''s the case,
I don't think I will ever plan what to do tomorrow,
as I would just leave it to fate.
Maybe Fate brought me to her.
I am very grateful for that.
But somehow I am letting it down...

2009-03-26T22:31:00.003+08:00

Why.

Why do I not have the guts?

My mind was telling me what to do, and at the same time, rejects the idea.
The worst thing is this is not the first time.
I don't even have the courage to do what I really want to do.
Why?

Hiding behind the computer,
typing those letters,
seems to be my forte.
I NEED to change.
But how?

Is this all the matter of "Just do it" and see how later?
But,
I can't even do it.
Am I the only guy in this world that feels this way?
You knew the girl. The girl knew you.
You want the girl to notice you,
She did.
When that small moment of time arrives,
you would want to get a conversation with her.
But just at that exact moment,
you falter.
Simple gestures was made only.
You walk away.
When walking away, you start to regret.
"Why didn't I cherish that exact moment?"
Was all this pre-destined?
Or was it more of a simple choice to be made by yourself.
I don't know.

What I know is,
I have been screwing up my chances.
I just want to have a good impression for her.
Is it so difficult?
Excuses is all I have.
Consoling myself.
Does it even work?

Waiting for her online in the night is probably what I am best at.
Maybe I'm too impatient.

Here I am.
Waiting for her to online again.
Its already 11pm.
I last seen her at 10pm, ending her work.
Wanting to send her home.
But guess what,
same thing happens again.
This time,
I watched her from afar,
not sure if she seen me.
That doesn't matters.
The thing is,
I don't even dared to walk up to her.
Maybe because she was with her friends.
Maybe she got a boyfriend already
But aint these excuses again?

I don't know how to change.
Do I need a change?
I have never had crush on a girl like this before.

I don't know what to do.
I really don't.

2009-03-26T09:16:00.002+08:00

hmmm.. maybe its the "Tian Lu" that is helping me or something..
Series of lucky events have been happening.

When i got off the plane from Taiwan in the evening, Message recieved.
"Please check your email for the retest and reply by TONIGHT."
If i had earlier recieved this in Taiwan, i wouldn't be able to reply.

When i really wanted to give up on finding her, i found her.
Even chatted with her.

Or maybe its just pure coincidence.

Anyway whatever it is, I'm just glad that it happened. Finally. =]

2009-03-23T00:43:00.002+08:00

I believe in miracle. Well finally.

I offed the comp and watched The Matrix at 10.30pm.
However, during the advertisement when I was doing my rubik cube, I suddenly felt something was missing.
It was her.
I wanted to on the comp and check for her messages, but I fear I will be disappointed again.
And I thought of my psp to check.
It was running low of battery.
I couldn't find the charger since morning.
But hell, I heck and rush to check.
And WHOPS ! LOLOLOLOOLOLOLLOLOLOLOL!
SHE REPLIED !
=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

On top of that, IT WAS HER !
I BLEW OVER MY HEAD AND SCRAM TO THE COMP!
Replied her, found out she was working so didnt reply me ! =\

Hope to chat with her tis few days ! =]

I cant express how happy I am though.. =D

That's all folks! =DD

2009-03-22T13:32:00.002+08:00

It's the 10th day ever since I last seen you.
Wondering how have you been.
Imagining you beside me.
Just when I was about to give up on finding you, I found someone similar.
Is this fate ? Or Heaven or Someone making fun of me ?
She did not reply my message nor accepted my friend request.
Looking at her, gave me hope again.
I have to wait on.
What happens after if my only and last hope is not the one ?
I don't really know.
I just want to know more about you.
But you don't seemed to be anywhere.

Regret.

2009-03-20T00:55:00.003+08:00

Seeing her somehow made me feel like wanting to know her.
But I had no guts.
However, something enlightened me to not give up.
And so I wrote something to ask for her number, not knowing whether is this a best solution.
I prayed hard, just to get at least 1 chance to pass that paper to her.
By then, it was the last day seeing her.
I told myself repeatedly I had to give her this piece of paper, whether she accepts or not, at least I tried.

The day came.
The first chance appeared.
I was taken by surprise that she was alone.
It lasted a few seconds, her family was not looking and I was behind her.
When I recovered, it was too late.
I regretted.

The second chance appeared.
This time she was looking after the bags while her family was in a shop.
Something stopped me, I have no idea what it was.
And so the chance is wasted again.
I regretted.

And so, I thought of a plan where I can easily pass it the her. I HAD to pass that piece of paper to her!

In the plane.
She was sitting around the back. I knew her brother will be sitting beside her.
And so, I waited for her to use the washroom, and I could pass her that paper when she is out(I know its stupid or something =\ ) I did not know whether will she use the back washroom though.
I need to be awake, and indeed I did not doze off.
The plan was working, she went for the washroom in front.
I finally plucked up my courage and waited for her.
I took out of my paper, I knew this was the "now or never" chance.
She was out.
We both stared at each other for a few seconds.
It was the perfect opportunity.
My hands were already in the midst of tapping on her shoulder.
I retreated.
Not sure why the hell I did that.
She left.
I hated myself.
I can't expressed that mixed feelings of anger and hatred in me.
I regretted deeply.

The plane touchdown.
After retrieving the luggage, we went on separate routes.
That's the last time I saw her, probably not going to see her ever again.

I regretted.

The End.

Kai bu liao kou

2009-03-13T23:37:00.003+08:00

That is I cannot speak
To let her know
That is such a few simple words.

I regret
Not letting you know..

Some words are always too late
They have been at the bottom of my heart all along
I wanted to look at you attentively
But you passed by
And had already left

Just came back from Taiwan. To be happy or not to be, I don't really know..
Let Nature take its main course
While i take the dessert. LOL
okays,
Signing out.... =\

2008-01-14T23:11:00.000+08:00

o.o.. today , went to meet up with Juliana and went to sch..
was suppose to meet at 1.45pm , but i was late... lol
in sch, ate lunch and saw Coach , Benny and Mr Ang.. after eating , ms pass me back my portable hard drive..
then it was time for training.. there was little , or no training .. everyone played match , as their tournement is coming up..
Jawad , Calvin , Cheng keng , Fadhli , Benny , Brandon and me were in a team... we played with the B boys of the sch team.. Unfortunately , due to unforeseen circumstances , i had to played doubles with Calvin, who have nv won a match since the beginning of the year.. thus i had to scarifice myself.. LOL
we won the match by , 15-21 21-17 21-19 .. i have finally break his losing streaks..
Calvin , u really owe me one..

after all the match, my team won 5-0.. all thanks to me , if not it would have been 4-1.. =x lol..

we went for dinner at cwp as normal.. there were many retarded jokes along the way..
A happy day for me i guess..
Thats all folks..

2008-01-07T22:50:00.001+08:00

yoyo.. mel is here to post again..
today morning 5.49am woke up by huiling msg.. LOL.. then forget reply.. =/ and i fell back to sleep again.. sry~~
woke up again at around 9am and slack till afternoon 2+pm... went chr badminton..
saw Juliana on the way to the 901 bus .. so went to sch with her..
in sch.. saw a bit of sec 1 and realise they are getting smaller size by the year.. LOL =x
in hall, played badminton(of coz).. lol.. then taught the sec1 a bit of how to swing the racket.. lol..
after that went eat dinner with Juliana and JJ.. crapping along the way..
then i rushed home liao.. =/

Till next time FOLKS.. =)

2008-01-03T00:22:00.001+08:00

today , morning woke up at 7am, stomach still not feeling good.. ate medicine..
after that went to play badminton with Calvin , Jawad , and Cheng Ken..
and ggfied , jawad and cheng ken late , so have to book the court at 9am - 11am instead..
so went eat breakfast with Calvin 1st... then go back play badminton le..
and Calvin was not on form i guess, everyone who partner him doubles confirm lose.. LOL =x

after that went to eat lunch , initially didnt want to eat , coz stomach still got that bloated feeling.. but still ate anyway ..
went to ms hse after that , and tried his new digital piano.. kinda cool..
then we went to watch National Treasure Books Of Secrets.. it was not bad..

thats all folkys~.. till next time...

2007-10-13T23:15:00.000+08:00

yo.. today morning went to RP to play badminton.. coz 1 week nv exercise so went there and played lo.. i ytd watch The Pianist with my sis until 2+am then woke up late , so didnt meet brandon =x .. it was quite nice though..
christ church gals was having friendly match with RP.. went RP with my sis, then met some of the chr badminton team de ppl in the bus too.. but, when we are abt to reach , no one press the bell.. o.o. lol then got to walk to far..
In hall , played a match with sheng howe and shannon , lol won them again..
after that i and chr coach , vs RP coach and another guy... 14-21 , 21-17 , 21-19 =x we won..
my sis later pass me her racket to restring.. so i and brandon went to restring together since he needed to restring too..
met shannon on the way and we went to sembawang and restring together..
ate lunch at the nearby coffeshop.. then went back home le..
thats all folks..

2007-08-31T23:47:00.000+08:00

halohalo.. hmm today was kinda happy day..
MORNING, went to sch as usual , met brian and kev in the bus , talked abt crap stuffs, as usual.
during morning assembly i didnt really paid attention to Mr Than talking at all.. was talking abt diablo and all that to toby.
then i got my physics test i took a week ago(?)... lol.. and i was so shocked that my paper 2 section B got..... 27.5 / 30 ?! lol.. i was too clever.. haiz.. =x only section B was marked.
after that i go meet yujie, go hall play badminton for awhile. my badminton skills was like rusty le.. lol..
after that walk around here and there zhuo bo.. lol .. then 10.30 i go hall watch concert.
and then ate the ordered pizza with Mr Cheong , Mr Than , Mr Tan , Ms Rabiya, Mdm Koh and Ms Lim and with 4/5 of coz.. after that saw San Chia (is it spelt correctly?) ..
then go pearlyn hse with brian lichuen and adriel and we played monopoly.. =x
didnt go back primary sch.. so sianz.. then went back home pia diablo le..lol..
thats all folks~

2007-07-13T23:59:00.000+08:00

yo.. paiseh i collecting dust for my experiment actually.. LOL..

morning 1st lesson PE !! King Kong Seah(my pe cher) was not around then Mr David took over us instead.. he taught the class how to play softball, the one which is like baseball like that de.. kinda fun.. then bell rang le but he didnt know and we are late for our next lesson and NOBODY TOLD HIM !! LOL... Mr Cheong was like a bit angry though, but the day before the same 2/2 gang was going home with him and we chatted happily so he didnt really mind about that i tink..

after that still okay okay.. went home after sch and played wc3 with mingsheng kev ron and jh..
then until 4.30pm i was really sian le then i remembered that brandon asked me to go innova jc for badminton.. so i called him and decided to go.. (sorry for pangseh LOL)but it starts at 5pm !! so i rush rush rush... =x then went into innova jc saw the people there... everyone there was kinda friendly de... i step in the hall then the captain went over and shake hands with me and ask me for my name le..lol..

he told me and brandon to do footwork before the coach comes.. so when the coach came , then he intro himself to me and ask me for my name.. lol seems that i was the only 1 he did not know of.. =x there was also sec4 from other sch going there for DSA i tink..

then i and brandon played a lot of doubles match.. won a few lost a few.. lol .. after that physical only a bit.. dont noe why.. then go back home le.. =x thats all folkys..

lets collect the dust again.. LOL =D

2007-05-01T21:15:00.000+08:00

yo.. didnt have much mood to update though..
today didnt really wanna stick in this crap house .. so i went to ron hse ..
at there , played a while audition.. helped maxine earn so much la ! o.O? still give her 1000cash somemore ! wahh... lol but its not mine anyway .. haha..
maxine and ron going to buy their school shoe.. so i followed them also .. together with lavin and jh..
went kfc 1st..
then go buy the shoe.. LOL they choose the shoe like so fast la... haiz.. becoz they dont have a size restriction so its easier... i dont even have a choice , there's no shoe that is bigger then size 11 !!! lol.. so i gotta get those lousy type of shoe.. -.-.. but that was a long time a ago anyway..
after that i went home liao.. while they all go Gelare ...
thats all folks..

2007-04-23T22:18:00.000+08:00

YOyo .. i'm posting becoz Maxine ask me to.. lol..
today morning took bus , sat with Chingy , Shenghowe and Jia Jie.. sian.. reminds me of badminton .. ahhh..
then nothing really much happen during the lesson except that Ms Lim nag at the whole class.. haha.. lolx..
after sch , after the pratical , i and jh go library find places to sit .. but all like taken sia... o.0.. so we decided to go ron hse.. lol.. so after ron's remedial , i and jh go his hse..
saw GuiQin there too.. then in his hse , didnt really do anything at all , everyone was like crapping abt each other ... lol.. i keep quiet also can kenna spam by them.. LOLL..
was playing with ron's hp , then Maxine say i emo.. blah .. since when am i emo ??? -.-
after that went home at abt 6pm ... kinda short yeah i know.. thats all folks..
Maxine i never emo luh.. o.O lol..

2007-04-20T23:59:00.000+08:00

YO ~ on accord of Maxine.. lol.. I shall sweep the dust in this blog ! LOL..
hmm today... morning same old crap.. went to sch , sat the same old crap bus... lol.. stood at the same old place.. o.0.. 1st period PE !! yay... played basketball with most of the 2e2 2005 de gang.. the rest playing soccer and runing 2.4km.. kelian..
then 2nd period is english.. teacher not here.. so i played chinese chess with desmond.. LOL guess wat ? Ms Foo walk past our class! GG ... haha . but nthg happen .. SO FAR..
3rd period Emaths ... did the visualiser(dunno how spell) for Mdm Koh again.. then practise the shearing and stretching.. i rather stretch myself o.O...
then recess and geog.. nthg much anyway.. after sch i still got chemistry practical.. o.O somemore starts at 3pm... so after sch i went Ron hse..
then saw Aidan again.. played with him a while.. then found out he was kicking and punching me..LOL. after that i played tekken 5 with toby for awhile.. he teach me the moves and stuff.. lol.. quite fun..
went back sch le.. did the chemistry pratical.. ok la.. only for the QA part.. wrote the wrong Anion .. lol.. played badminton after that.. my drop and smash still so sharp.. lol.. then went back home le.. thats all folks... =]

2007-04-11T23:35:00.000+08:00

yo... amazing that i am posting again rite ?? lol..
hmm morning same thing happen as usual .. zz.. why doesnt something special happen de.. ? like earthquake ? or alien invasion ? ice age ? LOLLL !
then having lesson as usual.. lol first 3 period all free period seh.. haha.. followed by same old lessons... then...... went back home liaos.. o.0.. boring sia.. watched The File Of Young Kindaichi on youtube.. lol its nice leis.. so mysterious.. hahax.. thats all folks... hope tml will be more exciting ?! o.O cyaz~

2007-04-10T22:08:00.000+08:00

yo... ps long time no post eh... who will be looking at this blog anyway ? lol..
todae.. morning as usual went to sch... then 1st period taken out by the ms foo for examination thingy... after that lessons as usual... then kev and the gang suddenly say sth abt gothic.. lol.. wth ? then after sch , i still got chemistry mock test... -.- then finished at around 5.45+pm.. after that go back home liao.. on the way out of sch , i'm like so lonely.. LOL.. toby with lsm , brian with li chuen .. left me.. -.= lol.. in the end i walk alone but with their presence.. o.0... anyway after that go home liao.. nthg really happen after that ... thats all folks.. :p

I REALLY CANT STAND NAGS!

2007-03-23T22:14:00.000+08:00

ps very long nv post... todae morning is the same old morning , woke up go sch... then nth really interesting happen ... after sch , i , jan , adriel and vivien went phylisia hse.. then on the way saw hui ying ... lol.. first time i actually get to talk and joke with her.. haha.. :p DONT TINK SO MUCH CAN ? lol.. go phylisia hse watch movie.. then after that went back home le.. after that tuition .. then nagging by my mom... wth! (i know my sis will see my blog and tell my parents the whole thing! crapshit) nag again lor.. naggg.... ... thats all folks.. -.-

2007-03-04T22:49:00.000+08:00

yo blog..
hmmm today morning woke up , then around early afternoon the teachers ( MrToh , Mdm Wee, Mdm Yam) came my hse.. but i was not around so i didnt really know wat happen... i went out before they come le.. met up with jan and jiesheng.. then to comics connection .. see here and there then found out jan not buying WoW deck le.. LOL.. in the end go mac eat a while then go jiesheng hse.. played WoW TCG with jiesheng , while jan blast the music(as usual) ... anyway 1st match i won jiesheng.. lol.. 2nd match was a draw bah, coz he couldnt even touch my hero at all .. lol.. NOOB LA JIESHENG.. lolx ... but i also cant attack him either... lol.. so its a draw.. after that we go watch Just Follow Law.. lol.. quite funny de show.. then we went arcade played 2 round of daytona nia.. when we finished , jiesheng dropped his wallet , then 1 small kid go snatch and ran .. WTH ! .. at 1st i didnt know anything , then saw jiesheng go chase after the small kid.. i also followed him .. he got back his wallet, but he didnt even scold or do anything to that kid la.. wah small kid want steal already sia.. zzz.. wats the world coming to.. lol.. then i fed up go follow him... make him scared ... lol.. if i'm jiesheng i would have already grab that small kid and call the police..(serious) .. he is lucky that he nv steal my wallet.. lol.. after that saw toby with his short hair cut.. lol.. but frinch still so long.. then took 962 bus with jh and jan , then went back home le.. dont ever let me see that kid again.. LOL.. thats all folks..

2007-02-24T23:59:00.000+08:00

yoz yoz.. psps i so long nv post le.. hahax.. my blog like dusty le.. LOL.. hmm..
today ... morning woke up at 6am (zzz).. then went for badminton training le.. at bus interchange saw shenghowe and honghui.. i went sch with shenghowe while honghui wait for the girls..(LOL) .. hmmm the air very fresh outside the sch sia.. haha.. after that in the sch hall , did warm up then footwork.. then coach come le.. did the usual multiple thingy and 2 against 1 blahblahblah... after that went to eat lunch in cwp , then found out sylvester(my sec 1 junior) lost his hp in sch... hmmm maybe taufik stole it ??? LOL..haha.. hope u all get the joke.. lolx... after that went back home watch naruto then go took a nap le.. then my cousin , and my mother's sister all come le.. lol.. they went back at around 12+am sia... but nvm.. i today very happy anyway.. xP muahaha... hmmm thats all folks.. =) cya..

2007-01-01T11:59:00.000+08:00

HALO! lol.. hmm today morning wake up , then eat breakfast , after that go play badminton with shenghowe , jiajie(JJ) and the gangs.. went there, not many ppl was there .. lol .. no chio bu ... LOL... then play play play .. until 2+... then rest a while and changed shirt.. after that , i found out that shannon was asking a girl for hp no. ... LOL... then when he is asking the girl for hp no. , and on my way out of the sports hall , i shouted " JJ , CAN I HAVE YOUR HP NO. ?!" lol.. i wanted to make fun of him .. LOL.. in the end when he came out , like so paiseh like that .. lolx.. ask girls for no. then nv give me.. HAHAX .. jkjk .. today was really a very funny day ... i mean during the badminton time la.. lol.. after that then went cwp eat , then found out that mom kpkb AGAIN as usual .. then rush back home.. when at home , found out that my cousin and my mom's sister were all there play mahjong and games.. lol .. then nth much le.. i won quite a bit of money anyway.. lol.. thats all folks .. :p

LAST DAY !

2006-12-31T17:42:00.001+08:00

LAST DAY~~
i woke up like 9am ... and jan go blast the music again .. but now he go carry the player and put beside jh .. LOL... hahax.. then we all pack bag , then left the chalet le.. after that i , jan , jh , myron , ben ,brian and ms went bugis lan.. lolx.. played dota and cs.. after that all took mrt went back home le. so tired .. thats all folks for my class chalet ..
in the end , mingsheng go town with us ... LOL

DAY 2~~~

2006-12-31T17:27:00.000+08:00

DAY 2 ~~~
continued~~ we 4 pia whole night then jan suddenly wake up and then fell aslp again on our mattress we playing ps2 on ... wth.. then we all like cnot sit .. and we dont dare wake him up .. lolx ... then when going morning le , jan woke up and ask "eh why am i sleeping on a mattress?" we were like .? zzzz.. lol .. around 9+ coz we wanna go escape theme park play mah .. then a lot of ppl havent wake up yet ... so jan go blast the music la ! ZZZ so loud ! LOL.. but it was fun .. hahax.. then all woke up le.. we went to escape le.... then in escape , we went to sit the pepsi ride .. then MINGSHENG HUMJI LA ! DONT DARE SIT .. zzz.. lol then he come for wat ?? lolx.. after that we go sit pirate .. we all force mingsheng to sit .. then when in the ride , mingsheng eyes dont dare to open ! LOL.. we all are like laughing at him la ! LOL.. after that we go sit wet and wild .. i sat with mingsheng .. wahaha mingsheng again dont dare open his eyes. LOL.. HUMJI ... lol.. after that i , brian , ms , jh ,jan and ben went to BK to eat lunch .. after that most of the guys went to sit the go kart .. must wait like 1 hr? zzz.. but we waited .. lol.. jh NEARLY CNOT MAKE IT FOR THE HEIGHT ! lol.. but he can anyway .. after that .. we all exited le.. then we go arcade play .. they keep playing daytona .. lol.. zzz. anyway after that , we went back chalet .. i go bath then rested awhile .. then when i wokeup , i found out the bbq was already started .. wahaha i dont need do anything then can eat le .. LOL.. then after eating , some of us went arcade again .. lol...then we went x box the movie there and played .. then after all that . we went back chalet le, all watch ghost show on channel U . lol.. not very scary.... then i and ms was tired le , then we both listen to mp3 and slept le.. thats all folks for day 2 !
MINGSHENG WHY NV GO TOWN ?? lol.. haha

DAY 1 OF CHALET

2006-12-31T17:00:00.000+08:00

DAY 1 !
first , i go sch take my test ... lol .. chemistry like so easy ... lol.. then went back home pack my stuff then went off to woodlands mrt ... met up with mingsheng , jan and jh ... oh ya .. mingsheng wore like going town de.. hahax... 1st time see him wear so nice lor.. long pants with shoe.. AMAZING ... we went to long john eat lunch , but i and jan didnt eat .. coz we go civic there wait for kelvin ... wth wait for so long kelvin still not there yet . zzz.. raining somemore .. o.0 .. after that i and jan went back to long john .. we go kapo jh and ms stuff .. lol coz it was getting late and we dont wanna eat .. then we go meet up with the rest of the ppl .. jan lene phy and me took a taxi coz we are carrying the heavy stuff .. then reach there , i and jan go find teo min .. its been 3 years since i seen teomin... now see her like , she nv really change at all .. ahaha.. =) after that we entered the chalet , and installed the ps2 and x box ... i mean plug in all that stuff la.. lolx.. then played ps2 for 1 round of bomberman then i and jan go fetch the rest of the gang .. then we wanted to rent the x box games .. but nobody is above 15.. lol.. so cant .. anyway .. we all went back chalet .. settle down .. then some played ps2 .. and some played mahjong.. lol.. then at night , we all go eat chicken rice .. lolx.. i mean all the guys ate chicken rice.. SEE I TOLD U ALL CHICKEN RICE IS NICE RITE ?! lolx.. haha . after that went back chalet do the same stuff again .. play ps2... then some of the ppl went to slp le.. i , ms , ben and jh pia the whole night play bomberman.,.lol . only we 4 nv slp ... the rest all go slp le.. thats all for the 1st night .. LOL .. MINGSHENG GO TOWN AR ?? :p

2006-12-16T12:57:00.000+08:00

yoyoyo.. i going off le lo.. will be back around next sunday bah... =)
bye guys... :)
will think of "you" always ~

2006-12-15T11:59:00.000+08:00

HALO ! ... i listening to lang man shou ji ! wahaha.. i'm lame.. lolx.. hmmm... today my FRIENDLY MATCH WITH WOODLANDS RING SEC! :0 a bit nervous.. morning woke up go woodlands sports hall play badminton with sheng howe , shannon , cheng kai , and brandon... train a while 1st lo.. wait later get nervous break down .. hahax.. after that we went cwp horizon eat lunch .. saw ckai de 马子... HAHA .. lolx.. then still VERY early .. so we decided to walk to admarity mrt .. walkwalk walk .. so hot .. reach admarity le STILL EARLY.. lol.. so we just sat at KFC outside there wait lo.. waitwait wait .. then all reach le then WE ON OUR WAY TO WOODLANDS RING SEC ! .. WOODLANDS RING ! HERE I COME! .... lol.. i 2day very lame ... o.0 ... then reach there , saw the WR(woodlands ring) players badminton players.... not bad bah... their singles very strong.. then the match started le.. all the singles play 1st... 1st singles is Yu Jie(CHR) vs Bryan(WRSS) .. lol. the rest lazy type .. haha.. wah the 1st singles match damn zai lo... fast game + mistakes = quick game.. o.0 i getting lamer.. but Yu jie lost .. but its okay eh.. HE WILL IMPROVE AND BE BETTER THEN BRYAN! :p .. then my match le, nervouzzz.. *i hope you are thinking of me...* ahem ... then , my fren is my opponent somemore.. lol.. primary sch fren .. play play play play , i realise i was the only 1 shouting when i win a point through long rally ... haha.. tis shows i'm INTO the game okay ?! lol.. then in the end they quite weak , and we won ... yay! ... after that i realise the other of my B division lost... T.T tink is coz they too nervous le bah... after that i played another doubles , and I WON again .. i mean with my doubles mate la of coz.. =) yay... but the team lost bah... then after the whole thingy , we shook hands with the WRSS badminton players.. and their coach .. then walk home lo.... thats all folks.. i still got tuition sia.. zzz.. i HAVENT PACK MY BAG YET ! WAHHHHHHHHHH! lol..
my longest post.. ahhh... hand breaking le.. lolx
oh ya , i'm going off tml to China le... and "you" havent came back from your holidays yet... haix... seems like i gonna wait for another week le... ahh another week of torturing of not able to talk to "you".... i hope "you" will be reading this when i'm off ...

gtg now.. its late.. bye..

*thinking and missing you always*

2006-12-14T11:23:00.000+08:00

halo... today ........... nth special .... morning wake up , played ps2 ... then my sis went out le .. after that watch a bit of DOHA ... then play computer , then nigel came played computer , ask me a few qns of studies ! lol. then he go off le.. after that continue playing playing playing , then eat diner then play again.. .haix so boring sia...
Life is so boring without you~~

*always missing her*

2006-12-12T20:42:00.000+08:00

hihi... now then i realise i got a lot of halo in my post. . so i change to hihi.. lol i'm lame.. hmm today woke up , same old thing , as usual , online , play warcraft , games all that crap la.. then went out to meet my sister in mrt and then went to yishun to meet my dad... we went to buy some clothing for our winter trip is 4 days time.. we look here and there , nth to buy de, so in the end we took mrt to cwp to look also.... also dont have , in the end we went to Gelare to eat ice cream ! :p .. nice eh the waffles .. but exp !!!! lol... after that went home le.. thats all bah... 3 more days to my friendly match.. wish me all the best ya ? =) thats all folks.. cya

*still missing her*

2006-12-11T23:05:00.000+08:00

today............ firstly.. sry that i didnt post this few days.. all busy playing games =p ... haha .. today ar.. hmm morning woke up then went online.. zzz everyone was waiting for me for dota match .. LOL.. psps .. not everyone actually , mingsheng and kevin nia... then got play 1 match i tink .. or am i wrong ? lol.. i dont even remember .. then went out to meet some of my classmates to discuss about the chalet thingy... lol...... jan and lene like got so fed up with just "beehoon or instant noodles ? " LOL... of coz instant noodles is better la .. hah.. after that i went home le.. then tried the mp3 charger for my creative zen de.. lol so many adapter , i also confused le. haha.. but the main thing is can work bah.. haha ... then had a dota match with mignsheng and kevin vs other ppl .. after that went to slp le bah... thats all folks .. =)

*miss her...*

2006-11-23T22:00:00.000+08:00

halo ... paiseh a lot of days nv post .. hmm today i went swimming ! lolx ... very long nv touch the pool de water liao.. morning met up with the reb , lene, phy , brian , mingsheng and janrez at control station .. then went in the mrt.. at first lene lend my mp3 listen to Ting Ma Ma de Hua, then reb listen also .. but suddenly ! they starting singing the chorus ! o.0 in the train somemore so loud somemore ! o.0 lol.. told u ppl that jay song nice le leh.. haha .. then reach chinese garden de mrt , walk to jurong the swimming there , with slide de.. went in change then go rent the float and jump into the lazy river ! haaha.. then swim here swim there.. practically nv swim la, just walk here and there lo... then go the slide , so slow~~ o.0 haha.. i realise i go in the wave pool there i can walk till very far wor.. LOL.. then after that went nearby hawker centre eat lunch . i , mingsheng and janrez go eat $1.50 chicken rice .. lol .. we all eat 2 plate , and i eat 1 more plate of fries .. hahax.. then took mrt go back home le.. thats all folks.. =] fun day , but my back very itchy ! hahax cya=)

2006-11-13T21:43:00.000+08:00

halo halo.. paiseh very long nv post .. coz holiday le mah .. so play lots of games recently .. hmm today morning got badminton training .. went there a bit early , played a while with JiaJie .. then coach come le.. training was very tiring eh.. espicially the footwork footwork and footwork !! o.0 lol .. after training , went with jiajie , marcus , hong hui , yu jie , evelyn and victoria go eat $2 chicken rice .. LOL .. i ate 2 plate of it la.. so hungry .. then while eating watch the lame show , lol quite funny.. after that we all walk to interchange ... today just realise victoria's nick name = Great White Shark ? LOL.. then evelyn's nick name = E.T lolx.... haha .. then wentback home le..
thats all folks =)

2006-10-26T20:46:00.000+08:00

halo~~ ... today is~~ my birthday.. yeah ... sad birthday ... went to sch , do some crap thingy... then my frenz come my house .. always the same old gang that come my hse... at first is pearlyn and william come my hse 1st de.. we took a taxi to my house coz we carrying a lot of things such as... files and books.. LOL .. oh ya i paid the taxi fare somemore... lol.. in my hse watch naruto , and played the naruto game with william .. pearlyn was using the other comp .. then i talk on the phone with 'someone' .. thats was probably the best part of today.. LOL .. then after a while they gang came.. some played mahjong, while i went to complete my fatal frame 2 , so noisy cnot even concentrate .. LOL.. playplayplay then they went home le.. after that parents came back , with NOTHING but nagging ... not even a cake .. not even a present.. T.T if ask present from them , then they kpkb kpkb kpkb .. might as well have nothing for my birthday.. haix.. sadded.. anyway thx julene and gangs who bought me the present.. i really appreciate it.. thanks...
thats all folks......

2006-10-16T22:20:00.000+08:00

harlow .. paiseh paiseh this few weeks nv post .. haha ... kkkkkkk mingsheng i POST NOW .. today morning woke up , online for a while .. then went play ps2 ... after that went to fetch mingsheng, brian, jun beng , adriel , phy , reb and william from woodlands interchange to my hse ... went to eat 1st ... then go my hse le .. everyone chiong for the computer ! o.0 i was like wth ? haha .. then today it seems like O2jam very fun wor .. lol .. then william tried the auditionsea .. and he was like wtf ? so hard ? well yeah its quite hard .... lol i look like a pro to them .. LOL ... after that went to play ps2 , keep changing game changing game changing game .. zzz ... but the Fatal Frame 2 was fun ... haha .. ADRIEL play until so scared la . lol .. play halfway i didnt tell them the ghost coming then he got so shocked ? LOL... haha.. but it was fun anyway .. =) after that all went back le.. thats all bah .. quite fun today .. haha ... =]

2006-10-05T22:16:00.001+08:00

halo ... today , toby got irritated by a 'saibu' .. lol .. but the worst thing is ... he use my hp to sms that 'saibu' ... LOL ... then sms here sms there .. like that lor ... afternoon went woodlands stadium play badminton for a while , trash shannon and brandon .. lol ... my skills havent deprove ok ! haha .. then went night lesson .. did A-maths ... then found out a lot of qns i dont noe how to do .. lol .. ask Mr Toh instead ... and i ate Mr Toh mooncake he gave ... haha .. quite nice ...lol.. i can eat almost everything on earth ..(other then those disgusting thing) haha ... after night lesson , me jan mingsheng jun beng lsm vivien reb walk to vista point... but on the way there , the lame jan go put the workers "work ahead" signboard onto the middle of the road la ! zzz .. i am like wth ? lol .. but it was funny haha .. hope no one will complain.. lol .. then walk to 962 bus stop with vivien then go home le .. thats all folks .. =)

2006-09-28T22:45:00.002+08:00

today a tired day ... morning sch spot check on hair attire and fingernails... so sian .. so many crap warnings .. haix .... then after that went back class and the chinese period was over le coz of the crapping ... then english period ... went through the Eng letter writing format ... recess ... then biology geog and chem .. nth much to say abt those period though .. lol.. then after sch , benjamin suddenly ask me want play basketball .. lol .. then i and mingsheng and kevin followed him lo .. play basketball quite fun eh ... but i keep missing.. -.- got trash by jun beng and kevin lo ... wth ? coz of mingsheng la .. haha .. after that went home with jun beng following me then i change then go cwp .... wait for mingsheng for so long ! zzz ... ate macdonald .. then rush to sch for night lesson ... did A-maths all the while .. teach jun beng a few maths qns .. and ask a few maths qns with Mr Toh ... oh ya Mr Toh like to eat apple eh .. i think thats how he grow so tall .. haha .. then around 9+ went off le coz the sch need to be close .. then walk to 962 bus stop with vivien ... then go home le. . thats all folks .. tired..

2006-09-26T23:01:00.000+08:00

today holiday !!! YAY .. for chrians only la... haha .. i think Mr Ang choose this date for holiday is coz of the Singapore Idol ? LOL .. ytd singapore idol results mah .. so he scared we will get tired after that then let us rest lo .. haha my cow sense makes sense hor ? =] .. today nth much actually(as i said be4) .. morning wake up play com ... then eat lunch ... study a bit... then play com again ... tok on the phone with _____ for a while ... after that eat dinner study a while .. then thats all for today le .. haha .. wat a boring day of holiday .. thats all folks

2006-09-25T21:48:00.000+08:00

nowadays lazy post le .. today post coz really nth to do ... haha.... today ar ... nth much .. went to sch in a quite high mood , even adriel also quite high all siao le .. lol ... then the sumin say play wat lame game with lene , adriel and me , whoever laugh or smile will get 1 hit from the rest.. lol .. as u know if i nv laugh in class i am not melvin le , i will be jay chou ... LOL .. coz he seldom smile and laugh .... haha ... a bit lame .. then after that went off early from sch for a medical check up ... i actually saw my heart on that machine !!! haha .. like so small la... and i saw my valves too ! ... now i know wats biology for ... lol ... the doctor check nth wrong with my heart... then go off le .. but the bill so ex la.. 200+++ just for a checkup .. zzz ... but got government susidy , but still need pay $75 ... lol .. ex ex ex... then went home le .. at home , watch singapore idol ... Hady won yes i know ... but johnathan is better bah .. i tink .. =] hmm thats all folks ! =)

2006-09-18T16:58:00.000+08:00

PAISEH PAISEH ... i didnt noe my blog got ppl read de.. so didnt post for quite long le .. haha .. until Vivien told me abt it ... LOL ... =]
kkk lets get things done ..haha .. hmm 2day nth much bah ... morning went sch chit chat wit my lame friends ... i cant stand it le la .. 2 faggot sitting behind me , throwing all kinds of things(such as crushed paper , pencil aiya all kind of things la) on my head !!! .. zzz .. i know i very smart la .. but dont need to hit my head de rite ? LOL .. anyway is the forebrain that stores the intelligent not the back .. haha.. then during E-maths lesson Mdm Koh like so piss off by some students ... 1st time see her talk loud , but not shouting la.. then the last period is english but the teacher nv come .. so relief teacher came .. so bored .. played my friend's handphone for a while , found out that game was quite nice actually .. haha .. those holding sony ecrisson handphone should noe wat game i playing , the Quardrapot or sth like that la .. haha .. after that then went home le ... thats all folks ... oh ya .. audition quite fun to play .. everyone should try it ... haha .. bye.

2006-09-10T22:16:00.000+08:00

halo .. paiseh so long nv post le ... hmm .. just bought the jay album 2 days back ... listen to all the songs !! so nice la !! haha .. =] kk abt 2day .. er .. nth much actually .. woke up play audition again ... met a few new friends in audition ... after playing .. went People's Park there ... go find tour agency for the holiday trip in november ... then walk here walk there ... but my hair there .. zzz .. after that went to Han's and eat ... quite nice .. lol .. then went back le ... boring day .. and 2day last day of holiday le .. SIAN AR !!! ... thats all folks

2006-09-05T23:04:00.000+08:00

quite a sad day ... morning wake up play a bit of audition ... after that went to my uncle"s funeral again , coz 2day he going to be cremented..... 1st time i ever went through tis procedure ... we(my relatives) walk behind the van(carrying my uncle's body) to his house ... after that we went to mandai there .. saw the coffin went into the cremented area ... it was quite sad and emotional for his close relatives and frenz ... could hear cries from them while chanting sutra for him .... then after that , we went back to the funeral area to have our lunch ... then i went home le .. while my mom and sis go pei my late uncle's wife .. thats all bah ... sadded

2006-09-03T23:26:00.000+08:00

hmmm .. 2day was a fun but tired day .. afternoon went expo for IT fair ... SO MANY PPL LA !!!! LOL ... so crowded i and my dad could hardly walk pass .... then in the IT fair , we(me and my dad) went find my sis, who is working part time selling laptop lo ... after that went to find speakers and bluetooth adapter ..... find for quite long walk here and there ... finally found and bought .... then took mrt back home ... after that in the evening .. went to my uncle's funeral again ... saw him in the coffin ... so sad .... after that went back to my cousin hse ... play a while then go back le ... thats all bah ... cya ...

2006-09-02T23:00:00.000+08:00

halo ... 2day nth much to talk abt bah .. woke up ate breakfast .. then go online chat .... played a few match of DotA with mingsheng ... after that watch Smallville(taped ytd) .... took a nap .. woke up play computer again ... then went to my Uncle's funeral ... so sad ... the place like so quiet ... after that ... went my cousin hse ... play cards and watch Ting(my cousin) play ps2 .... then my mom went to pick me up ... took my cousin's father lorry and went home ... yeah i got a lot of cousin i know .. lol ... thats all ..

fun day ...

2006-08-31T20:20:00.000+08:00

2day woke up at 6.30am ... then ate breakfast watch tv news .... went to sch after that ... was raining zzz .. saw lsm ,brian they all interchange .... then went to sch with them ... in sch , nth much ... got a concert ... not bad not bad .. the only part nice was the modern dance and the chr idol singing !!! OH YA !! AND MR TOH SINGING !! the song he sing is like trying to tell us abt the bad results we having la ... LOL .. but it was nice anyway ! =] then after that we had inter-house badminton ... played a bit then settle the inter-house thingy .. after that , me and benjamin yeo go meet lsm william samuel and mingsheng , then go my hse play ... play mahjong some play piano(so noisy) and some play computer ... my hse like having party sia .. i have learn 1 thing from playing mahjong ... dont play mahjong wit beginner , very pek chek !!! lol ... especially MINGSHENG !!! wth .... haha .. continue ... then they leave at 6.50pm ... thats all abt 2day bah .. =] (remember dont play mahjong with beginners !!!] cya

2006-08-30T22:28:00.000+08:00

YOYO ~~~~ i ytd lasy post ... haha.... hmm 2day ar ... nth much la .. got quite a no. of free period ... then after sch ... went Reb hse with the 2/2(in 2005) gang again ... play murderer(AGAIN) , LIFE ... zZz .. no one noe how to play THE GAME OF LIFE sia .. then keep reading the manual like so lame la .. haha .. but for a reason there's the manual ... LOL ... then when going back , some of the guys keep making fun of sumin ... haha .. i'm not invovled .. LOL .. then went back home with william and lsm ... there's all folks .. not much to write abt though ....

2006-08-26T20:53:00.000+08:00

paiseh .. long time nv post le .. coz common test .. so i must "study" !!! =] haha ... common test did okok bah .. havent get results back yet .. only E-maths get back nia ... i get 2nd in class !! :p 27/30 ... lol ... wth .. camarine get full marks ... zzz ... but i still win alvis and cheekit ok ... haha .. =) wish my other results also good bah ... 2day went to part of 2/2(in 2005) gathering ... consist of William Brian Mingsheng Julene Phylisia Vivien Daniel ..... we played captain ball ... phylisia like got butter hand sia .. catch like so diffcult like that .. lol .. but it was fun anyway ... after that went put bags in jia hao hse ... then played carpark catching ... LOL... then all tired le .. went for lunch in vista park ... ate so full .. then went back to the carpark play carpark catching again ... tis time i nearly get crash by a car ..lol ....i nearly cannot see u guys anymore.... after that i humji liao ... then hid in 1 place .. no one can find ... after that went back jia hao hse ... took my bag and rested a while and went back home ... so tired sia ... took a nap ... after that went dinner. ... thats all folks .... =]

2006-08-21T22:52:00.000+08:00

hmm ytd didnt post coz a very sian diao day ytd lo ... 2day also boring day .. haha .. everyday is boring sia ... 2day have social studies and english common test .... all okok bah .. didnt finish to write though .. lol .. then have normal lesson .. when sch end ... went home .. like that nia .. wth ? haha .... BORING !!! tml have geog and chinese paper ... ALL THE BEST TO ME !! :p

2006-08-19T21:40:00.000+08:00

boring day ..... morning watch the LOST .. i record on thurs ... then watch halfway , ate breakfast my dad bought ... then went to school for a maths remedial .. like so damn easy la ... :p lol .. then went cwp with adriel and william for a while , saw vivian and chingy ... then went sweet talk wait for adriel to buy peach milk tea .. then went home liao ... zzz .. at home continued my LOST ... followed by Smallville ..... eat lunch .. study social studies ... then watch LA BI XIAO XIN .. after that went out with parents to sembawang shopping centre eat dinner .. so full sia .. haha .. went Giant shop for neccesities .. then went home le ... boring ...

2006-08-18T22:13:00.000+08:00

hmm .. 2day lesson very sian ... but after sch training very fun !! haha .. did physical 1st ... zzz ... after that play king wit the top 2 player .. lol .. run like mad ... so tired ... but at least i remain undefeated(in king la) so far .... LOL .. then after that coach come liao .... did smashing .. but i block the shots only .. haha ... then played doubles with jia jie and shannon .. after that play doubles with coach and marcus ... 1-15 , 9-15 zzZ .. at least got improve a bit .. haha .. :p ... then got to rush home for tuition liao ... thats all folks ... cya tml ..

2006-08-17T18:25:00.000+08:00

life's so boring .. morning assembly , hear a long talking session by Mr Ang .... then go class start boring lesson ... lol ... all the lesson so sian 2day .. only chemistry nice only ... after that then went with frenz to pizza hut ... ate the cheezy bites .. so nice ! ... haha .. but chicken rice is better !! LOL ... haha .. after that the whole group got separated .. some go home .. some go dont noe where ... but then i brian william and adriel went "shopping" with 2/3 girls .. haha ... then quite funny ... they all play with bra??? LOL ... then play with toys ... make me feel like when i was in younger days ... haha .. after all that walking .. finally went home le ... took same bus as vivian and william ... thats it .. then reach home le .... average day ... haha ...

2006-08-16T22:15:00.000+08:00

today .... an average day .... kenna kb by Mdm Koh ... sian ... then after that the same gang play murderer again ... i was like playing handphone la .. then all keep asking play murderer .. wait they one day become murderer ah .. haha ... then lesson go on as usual .. boring lesson ... after sch went to meet up with vivian tan(sec3) they all ... wait so long .. zZz ... but then when taking taxi to sports hall for training , i paid only 30cents !!! haha !! .. then they all pay $1 each .. lol .. wo zhuan dao ... :p ... then during training my skills deprove le .. dropshot all CMI ... lol ... then went for 8 rounds around the stadium track ... then go home ... SIAN .... hope tml will be a better day bah ! .. =)

2006-08-15T22:28:00.000+08:00

1st period today ... going down to the parade square saw Joanne ... then the whole class shout like HYENA !! zZz ... anyway ... my class play rugby ... fun fun but didnt score any goal ... sian ... kenna bang by yen sen ... didnt noe that gay bang so hard la .. haha ... jkjkjk .. LOL ... then after that Piah Teah(dont noe how to spell) lesson ....blahblahblah .. then last period no IT lesson .. so our class played murderer ... maybe my face too innocent le bah cannot be murderer if not i confirm kenna caught by detective ... haha ... then went to see chr idol ... they all sing not bad .... but JAY SING BETTER !!! LOL ... haha ... after that , went cwp with the EX 2/2 gang ... walk like 5 mins inside then went home liao .. lol .. cya ... till next time ..

BORING DAY !!!

2006-08-14T23:00:00.000+08:00

YAY tis is my 1st blog .. yay .... so proud of it (although it sucks) ... haha ..
dont noe wat to write le .... anyway .. 2day was the most boring day i ever had sia .. all no free period .... wth ? no badminton training somemore ... zzz .... bored bored bored ... hope tml will be a better day ... got PE ... can bang here bang there .. lol... anyway .. dad kpkb liao .. gtg .. cya .. =)